So so so SO excited to go home in an hour. :) I’m definitely going to miss college, but I’ve missed home so much over these past few weeks.
Today I took my last midterm of the semester at the beautiful hour of 8AM… It was insanely difficult, but it didn’t matter if I took the midterm or not because they drop our lowest grade in the class. Afterwards, I went to get coffee with Steve at Starbucks and then walked over to my writing class!!
Just finished packing and am about to eat lunch. Can’t wait to see everyone. :)
It’s really funny when your writing class talks about the ballad that you wrote and justifies certain random choices you made with legitimate-sounding reasons.
(By the way, thank you all for bearing with me during this writing hiatus. I have a ton of things to post in a few days. Hope you’ve all been well. <3)
I’m on the edge of my seat, waiting for the moment I can be done with all of this work and head home for Thanksgiving. Everything will be super weird, there’s no doubt about that, but I just can’t wait to see my family and friends again. I’m so tired of college. It’s not that I don’t like it here, but I’m just constantly beyond stressed. I’m sick of this routine and the never-ending workload. A girl just needs a break once in a while.
I also feel like I don’t really laugh here. I don’t know if I just haven’t found the right friends yet or what, but I feel so much closer to my high school friends than my college friends. I don’t know if we just got along better or if there was just less drama or if we had the same senses of humor, but I feel so much better when I’m with my friends back at home.
Maybe I’m just incredibly homesick right now, but I wish I could just rewind everything back to senior year and relive it all over again. You just don’t realize how much everything means to you until it’s all gone.
In the midst of this week of losing myself and breaking down, I just found this video. I don’t know how I’ve gone so many months without stumbling upon it, but it’s one of the most inspiring videos I’ve seen in a while.
Lots to think about. And lots of new rants I want to write in the near future.
COULD THIS WEEK BE ANY MORE MISERABLE.
Having the flu is so NOT okay when you have an orgo midterm worth 1/5 on your grade on Thursday and your boyfriend is coming on Friday.
What is life right now.
Currently: with a 102.5 fever and an orgo test on Thursday.
Also missing seeing Kal Penn tonight because I’m not trying to die anytime soon.
College is giving me such mixed feelings right now.
I miss Paris.
Everything there was perfect, and I wish I could go back. My mind is with the Eiffel Tower while my heart is stitched onto the cobblestone streets.
College is getting to be so hard. I just want to make it through.