February 2012
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January 2012
I’m making letters to eventually put on my room wall. And it took me two hours to finish one of them, omg. I’d planned on finishing most of it today, but there are fifteen letters total…lol.
On a different note, I keep thinking it’s Friday today. Asfjasf;
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Living is like tearing through a museum. Not until later do you really start...
– Audrey Hepburn (via decrepito)
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Junior year: day ninety-three.
I just remembered how last year on day ninety-three, I messed up the numbering.
Okay, that was a good story.
But anyway, midterms are officially over!! I’m so glad I’ll have to take them once more in my high school career. And to all of the seniors, I’m so jealous. But enjoy your second semester. :)
So today, I took my AP Calc AB midterm. It...
Okay, really.
Do we need to create a Facebook group for everything.
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Things I need right now:
Sleep
Motivation to study for my calc midterm tomorrow
Bubble tea
Sleep
Sleep
Sleep
Note to everyone:
You will regret sleeping for only half an hour. Even with my unhealthy-as-anything sleeping schedule, I’ve finally reached my limit.
I just want to forget about calc right now and go to bed.
If I didn’t want an A so badly on this midterm then I think...
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My parents started talking to me about college. And they went off about how they hope I can get into this one school that’s roughly half an hour away.
But I really, really don’t want to go anywhere remotely near this town. I’m so sick of it here. I feel suffocated enough after spending my entire life in this one spot. I don’t think I could make it another four years...
That awkward moment when your nap is three times as long as how long you slept last night.
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Junior year: day ninety-two.
I am infinitely times thankful that today is finally over.
I slept for half an hour last night after not wanting to go through my first all nighter. I thought it’d be a bad idea, and I think I should have stayed up, to be honest. I woke up feeling absolutely horrible since my mind/body wanted to continue sleeping.
So I got to my euro room relatively early....
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3:32AM.
Just finished outlining five possible essays for tomorrow’s euro test. And am now going to go memorize multiple choice questions/answers.
And then at 4AM, I’m planning on studying more physics.
And hoping to go to sleep around 5-5:30AM.
Yay.
Is it bad that I don’t even feel tired? …I thought I was, but I was more bored than anything. ;~;
Asdfghjkl; can today just be...
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Ugh.
Things midterms has done to me thus far:
Changed the time of the latest time I’ve ever stayed up until on a school night from 3:45 to 4:50AM.
Made me more stressed than I’ve ever been before.
Probably caused me to gain so, so much weight.
(From stress and from the jar of Peanut M&Ms that so innocently sits by my study table.)
Screwed up my sleeping schedule.
(I now go...
Totaling my hours of sleep from Thursday, Friday, and Saturday night, I’ve come to ten hours.
Totaling my hours of sleep for Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday night, I’ll be at the much-higher number of…ten hours.
Have I mentioned my love for junior year yet? No…? I wonder why.
Lol typo.
I hope none of you saw that.
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Stressed. Stressed. Stressed.
I literally have five huge piles of papers out in front of me right now. I’m not even close to finishing euro and I haven’t started physics yet. :( I doubt I’ll sleep much, if I even do sleep, tonight.
The only thing that’s keeping me going at this point is the fact that in 24 hours, I’ll be at home with only one more midterm to take.
1:06AM.
Studying AP Euro on a Saturday night/Sunday morning.
Jealous?
…Yeah, me neither.
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27paperboats, 16brooms, hyckleri, and 12owls all followed my vintage blog today.
Brb, dying. <3
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It’s been awhile.
People tell me all the time that they wish that they wouldn’t have to think anymore. When asked what our heaven would be like in English class a few months back, a girl responded with, “It would be a place where I wouldn’t have to think. I wouldn’t have to deal with my own thoughts and I could just be free.”
I realize how absolutely annoying...
What in the world happened to our school website.
...Just failed.
Okay, good way to start the weekend.
7:23AM.
Slept for four hours last night. And am about to go take my SAT IIs.
Loving life.
...My chem teacher already put midterm grades...
That’s so impressive, I can’t even.
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Junior year: day ninety-one.
I literally can’t wait until Tuesday.
But today I had my World Literature and AP Chem midterms!
I ended up going to sleep at around 5AM last night. And even when I went to bed, I had tons more to study. Staying up all night is on my bucket list, and last night would’ve been a perfect time to cross it off, I just couldn’t do it. I have so many...
Two down, three to go.
Just finished my World Literature and AP Chem midterm around an hour ago! They weren’t horrible, but I didn’t find them particularly easy.
And I’m surprisingly wide awake after going to sleep at 5AM.
:)
4:13AM.
I want to go to sleep so badly. If junior year as a whole doesn’t kill me, I’m certain that midterms will.
So screwed.
I doubt I’ll sleep tonight.
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Junior year: DAY NINETY.
We’re officially halfway through the school year!! Only 90 more days of junior year, and then freedom. <3
I really need to go study, so I’ll try making this short.
Today I did absolutely nothing. I didn’t learn anything, and I didn’t even get to study as much as I had hoped. In gym, we did yoga/pilates for the first half of the period in the...
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Asdfghjkl;
So I have both World Literature and AP Chem on Friday, and for once, I decided to start studying before Thursday night.
I literally sat there for four hours reading my chem book, only to get up to pg. 187. I didn’t even read one of the chapters since I had worked on it for the past two nights. And there’s a total of 527 pages to read for the midterm.
Five. Hundred....
Anonymous asked: what's something that makes you happy? x
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Junior year: day eighty-nine.
I am so @#$%ing mad at myself right now. I’m such a failure. I can’t wait until this new semester starts so I can redeem myself. I just suck at everything. Ugh.
I’ve been in such a bad mood lately. There’s this kid that’s been bugging me and acting arrogantly all week, and it really doesn’t ease this stress I have right now. Just...
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Stressed beyond belief.
I want to give up so badly. I really, really do.
I’ve never felt this way before. But with everything going wrong, it’s hard not to feel so low and disappointed. I can’t, but I’ll try. And I hope things turn out right for once.
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Junior year: day eighty-eight.
I am so upset right now. This day was going amazingly until I signed on to see my grades.
Why, why, why, why, why.
Ugh.
So today I had a free period in English. And after, I went to calc where I had a double free period. My morning was really nice and relaxing, needless to say. Then I went to physics where we got a midterm review packet annnnd our tests. Lol....
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Reasons to smile:
Had 汤团 and 年糕 for dinner to celebrate the new year :)
Got attacked with tests/pop quizzes today so I don’t have too much homework
Went over my schedule for tomorrow and realized that nearly all of my teachers are giving me free periods tomorrow to study
Tomorrow’s Tuesday so it’ll be an easy day at track practice
I love Tuesdays
On the other hand:
I plan...
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