He walked over to the park for me today. Walked. He lives about 40 minutes away from it, not to mention how humid it was today and how much he hates this hot weather. But I picked him up from there, and the rest of the day was beautiful. :) I’m afraid I got him sick, but he wouldn’t let me be stubborn about it haha. Going back to community study tomorrow though!! Finally fever-less...
Still dying at home. I’ve literally never been this sick before in my life, and it doesn’t make me feel much better that the doctor couldn’t even tell me what I have. On the plus side, only 8 more days of community study, and I might not be going to another one of them if this 103 fever continues as it has. So close to June and everything we planned. So close.
To be honest, I love The Voice so much more with Shakira and Usher instead of Cee-lo and Christina. Cee-lo was always fun and quirky, but Christina was always pretty rude. And being sick has allowed me to catch up a bit on watching season 4, and I’m loving every minute of it. :) When I go to China, I’m going to watch their version of it, too, haha. Best singing show there is!
Someone just updated their status to “if you ain’t with me you without me” on Facebook. I can’t even.
I woke up this morning with a 103.7-degree fever. And then my parents still made me go to the dentist lol even though a fever that high is fairly dangerous. I’ve literally been sleeping all day because I get tired really quickly and I have nothing else I can do. But I’m more worried about whether or not he’s going to get sick than whether or not I’m going to get better. I...
Even though I’m completely exhausted, I had the most amazing day today. :) We went on a double date in the city, and it was just really nice. We got bubble tea, Peking duck, and froyo, too, so it was a decent night all around. ;) Life is amazing right now. And I can’t wait for the next few weeks because there’ll be so much more to do. I’m smiling like an idiot right...
Too excited for tomorrow. :) But first 6 hours of filing and indexing microfiche………
Community study is draining me to pieces. It’s a lot of work. I’ll admit that. But I love getting out at 3 with the entire night ahead of me. :) It’s just so nice to be able to plan stuff and hang out without having to worry too much about the next day. But hopefully this Friday goes as planned!! It’ll be such an amazing time if it does. :) I hope you’re all having...
Yesterday I met up with Tae after I finished bio and he finished physics. We ended up at his friend’s house because I’m lame and refused to go see another movie haha. We ate dinner there and then the four of us went to the park for a bit to just chill and throw around a frisbee/kick a soccer ball. And it was just really really nice. I don’t know if it’s because I finally...
I’m literally one of the luckiest girls in the world right now. Except for this AP Bio exam lol what is that.
[[MORE]] I wanted to refrain from documenting anything else about us on here because of awkward school confrontations after people read this, but then I realized that this is a part of my life and that’s what I do—I blog about me. We’ve been planning like crazy for what to do together. In a little over a month, we’re both leaving and we’ll be apart all summer....
MY BRAIN HURTS.
I’ve never been so freaked out over calculus before. Omg.
Some people are just so full of themselves. Jeez, just grow up already.
AP tests should be illegal. Tomorrow is the start of my last week ever in high school, and I don’t think I can properly enjoy anything with AP tests in the back of my mind. But this week should be one of the best of my life, and I’m ready for any obstacles along the way.
Today was perfect.
The sad songs that don't apply anymore.
Honestly, I feel on top of the world right now. It’s weird how much can change you in such a short amount of time, but I finally know what it feels like to free fall. Life is like a fairy tale right now, and I never want to leave this state of pure bliss. [[MORE]] Now that senior year is actually coming down to an end—5 more days is all I have left of my high school career—I...
Casually eating everything in sight to stay awake to study biology. Prom diet? What?
It's funny where life takes you.
Things have changed. That’s for sure. I used to be so hung up over the end of senior year, how sad it was going to be, how nostalgic I’d get, how bittersweet it would all feel. And now I’m counting down the days with eagerness. I have merely 8 days of school left, and I don’t think it’s really hit me that after these 8 days, I will no longer be in high school. I...
Blah. [[MORE]] TROLLEY RENTALS ARE SO HARD. I personally really want to ride in a limo, but lol apparently everyone else is pretty set on riding a trolley to prom. So somehow I’m e-mailing like crazy trying to book us something since prom is in less than 2 weeks and we started way way way too late. The only trolley we were offered is this purple trolley and like yeah no. Still have piles...
Just found out my brother’s coming home for my graduation. :) I can’t can’t can’t wait oh my goodness haven’t seen him in nearly half a year. I’m too excited to see him again. It’ll be his birthday shortly after that, too, so fingers crossed I’m still with him when he turns 23! Ahh life is pretty good right now, life is pretty good.
Words that were never mine.
Ever since it happened, I wake up around 8AM each morning with thoughts swirling around in my mind. Then for the next two hours, I try falling back asleep, but I’m never very successful. [[MORE]] Last night on the phone, he said the word “girlfriend.” The night before he said “couple.” And I don’t know if he’s noticed yet that I haven’t said any of...
April 26, 2013.
I had this weird feeling about today ever since last night. And I don’t know what happened or how it happened, but it did. And it feels weird when I say it in my head, but at the same time, it’s nice. It really is.
No school today.
I ended up going to sleep after 3 and woke up just now (9). I feel like crap, but lol it was so worth it. Had another late night phone conversation and it was beautiful. Going to hang out tonight after going to the school to help out for Arbor Day and studying for AP tests. Today should be pretty wonderful. :)
These next two weeks are going to be crazy. Aside from finishing up school and the final requirements to graduate, I still need to start studying for APs, get ready for prom, and complete the final tasks for NHS. I just guess I can’t believe that in two weeks from now, I’ll be packing my backpack for the last day of high school. Ever. Life is so strange, but I’m ready to move on.
Today was just so incredibly amazing that I don’t even have the words (or strength) to talk about it properly. I’ll definitely update later on this wonderful wonderful class trip, but for now I’m going to go sleep seeing as I’ve been awake for 23 hours straight haha. Hope you’re all having a fantastic weekend so far!! Goodnight. :)
Just bought my prom dress. Today’s productivity level was just crazy.
Tomorrow I leave for what I hope to be four amazing days. I’m so excited to be with my friends on this trip because it’s for sure a once in a lifetime experience. After school today I finished packing and then went out to eat pho and froyo with my friend. :) Then I dropped of my luggage (and Emily’s too!) and am now finishing the final additions to my carry on bag! Too too too...
Today I ran for Boston.
We had a track meet today, and so in school, we all wore ribbons that said “RUN FOR BOSTON” on them. It’s honestly so heartbreaking to even think about what happened yesterday, let alone put it in words. I am completely and utterly appalled by it, nonetheless. As a runner, I just can’t even wrap my head around how horrifying it must have been—to see that finish line...
It’s not even possible to express how much I don’t like AP Biology…….
Just talked to my friend on the phone for two hours and it felt so good. I could honestly go on for days without getting bored, but late night phone conversations are undoubtedly the best. Even though I have so much work, life is just so good right now.
Prom season makes everything that much more complicated, but regardless, an update on the past few days! [[MORE]] So yesss on Tuesday, as I mentioned before, I got asked to prom. Lol does anyone have ideas as to what to do with 5 giant bouncy balls? But then on Wednesday, I went to Eddy’s volleyball game with Michael to watch Eddy prompose. :) It was so cute even if it got a little messed...
Lol at all my senioritis. Literally can’t do this anymore.
[[MORE]] The past few weeks have been so drama-filled. My friends are definitely changing, but so am I. I find myself so irritated lately, but today I realized that I miss my happy-self. I miss complaining less, I miss waking up in the morning and thinking, “Yes!” And so, I guess this is a pact with myself to be happier. Senior year ends in a month, and I just don’t want to...